bad.

you wont let me approach you.

why?

yeah, i know

i am the one.

im not YOUR one.

im probably bad.

who knows.

well, then.

i just have to a..

just smile?

:)

everyone can tell

its fake.

well, hey.

this is me :D

appendix removed.

i just got my appendix removed on last friday. syukur alhamdulih!it was 1 day before christmas.i dont celebrate x-mas so..i dont really give a..anyway..

actually, i first got my appendix back in Shah alam during the raya time. i tot it was only gastric. i mean the ugly 1. u know la, dat time pun fasting season kan. so having gastric during that particular time was most likely to happen. but then its just recover itself after a few days. a week or so i think. piji,adib, usop know this. i was in their house (baiduri) during that time. and in melaka too :D

3 months after that,the stomach ache struck yet again. haha. mcm crita harry potter plak :D

this time it took longer period of time. 1 week ++. again, i tot it just a gastric. but the pain go to right down of my stomach.

and this actually the time when i was complete worried. i google it. and i found "batu karang" and in order for it to cure, a surgery must be perform. i was like. "mati la aku!". i to i have batu karang but actually i hv appendix.

but think positif ait, 3 days before surgery. i go to clinic, jumpa doktor la. she just gave me medicines like gastric, buang angin ngan tahan sakit perut. and she did askd me alot of questions during that time. "HR buat apa?" i was like "aaa........saya baru masuk ni tahun sbnrnya, saya nda tau" lazy bah, sakit perut kan.. :D

after eating medicine after medicine, the pain still there. and thats when i took things seriously. so i decide to jumpa doktor pakar on the friday the 13th..i mean the 24th.

from the symptoms, doktor cakap i probably kena appendix. so i lega coz i tot appendix, u dont have to go to surgery. rupa2nya perlu. i was like WTF??!!

my mom cakap "KO BUAT SAJA!" i was like "im going to shah alam like about a week la mom!!"

she wont listen to me :/. pity.

they gave me all kind of drugs, pain killers,antibiotic,etc etc bla bla bla..

i dont want to talk about the surgery cuz i didnt remember a thing, i was sleeping, they gave me this..sleeping drug...fogot what they called it...autthestic, something like dat la.

1 day after surgery, then i can go home. FINALLY!ALLAHUAKBAR!

but the nurses there quite cute la. dey all caring. thx 4 d hospitality.

for those yg ada simptom2 mcm loya2, rasa mahu muntah, sakit perut berpanjangan, i strongly suggest u go see doktor pakar. like seriously!!

well this is appendix

http://www.health.com/health/static/hw/media/medical/hw/hwkb17_007_09.jpg

they cut the tail so u can be a normal human again. akum :). oh btw, hari ni malaysia menang 3-0 lawan indon. :D

stomach ache

my mom said if u got stomach ache. you should drink milk

is that really work?

OMG

im in a lot of pain right now.

and im...

drinking milk.

i lyk you

no...seriously, i lyk you. its just that i dont know how to express this feeling towards you.

im bad with dealing with these kind of things, you know - love, girls, bla bla.

well, maybe because..

ima shy person. its just the nature of me. 

duh, give me some tips pls.

...

i like you and i like you to know that. i really like you to know that.

i meant it.

even to you i am shy.

i really2 like you.

...

pls like me back.

pls.

:'(

hm..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ihIBqCN4kIk

I can't believe I've fallen down to my knees.
You've got me begging me,"Please,
there has to be another way."
My broken chest, it hurts, it won't let me breathe.
I'm staring down at my wrists.
You know why I have to insist,
That you talk to me.
Why won't you talk to me?

When did I want to be lonely?
When did I want to be cold?
I can't believe that it's over,
The beating of my Broken Hearted Soul.

I can't believe that I am down in this hole.
Always payin' the tolls,
For having found my way to you.
It doesn't matter that I pushed you away,
When you wanted to stay.
I have to find away to make you
Talk to me.
Why won't you talk to me?

When did I want to be lonely?
When did I want to be cold?
I can't believe that it's over,
The beating of my Broken Hearted Soul.

When did I want to be lonely?
When did I want to be cold?
I can't believe that it's over,
This feeling in my Broken Hearted Soul

Please don't go
I can't live without you
I think I love you
You're everything to me
Can't you see

Don't you dare walk away!
This cannot be the end!
You're my savior, my lover, my muse, my best friend!
I won't smile again.
I won't ever be loved.
You can't do this to me!
If you can hear what I'm sayin', please Talk to me.
You never talk to me

When did I want to be lonely?
When did I want to be cold?
I can't believe that it's over,
The beating of my Broken Hearted Soul.

When did I want to be lonely?
When did I want to be cold?
I can't believe that it's over,
This feeling in my Broken Hearted Soul