you wont let me approach you.
why?
yeah, i know
i am the one.
im not YOUR one.
im probably bad.
who knows.
well, then.
i just have to a..
just smile?
:)
everyone can tell
its fake.
well, hey.
this is me :D
you wont let me approach you.
why?
yeah, i know
i am the one.
im not YOUR one.
im probably bad.
who knows.
well, then.
i just have to a..
just smile?
:)
everyone can tell
its fake.
well, hey.
this is me :D
i just got my appendix removed on last friday. syukur alhamdulih!it was 1 day before christmas.i dont celebrate x-mas so..i dont really give a..anyway..
actually, i first got my appendix back in Shah alam during the raya time. i tot it was only gastric. i mean the ugly 1. u know la, dat time pun fasting season kan. so having gastric during that particular time was most likely to happen. but then its just recover itself after a few days. a week or so i think. piji,adib, usop know this. i was in their house (baiduri) during that time. and in melaka too :D
3 months after that,the stomach ache struck yet again. haha. mcm crita harry potter plak :D
this time it took longer period of time. 1 week ++. again, i tot it just a gastric. but the pain go to right down of my stomach.
and this actually the time when i was complete worried. i google it. and i found "batu karang" and in order for it to cure, a surgery must be perform. i was like. "mati la aku!". i to i have batu karang but actually i hv appendix.
but think positif ait, 3 days before surgery. i go to clinic, jumpa doktor la. she just gave me medicines like gastric, buang angin ngan tahan sakit perut. and she did askd me alot of questions during that time. "HR buat apa?" i was like "aaa........saya baru masuk ni tahun sbnrnya, saya nda tau" lazy bah, sakit perut kan.. :D
after eating medicine after medicine, the pain still there. and thats when i took things seriously. so i decide to jumpa doktor pakar on the friday the 13th..i mean the 24th.
from the symptoms, doktor cakap i probably kena appendix. so i lega coz i tot appendix, u dont have to go to surgery. rupa2nya perlu. i was like WTF??!!
my mom cakap "KO BUAT SAJA!" i was like "im going to shah alam like about a week la mom!!"
she wont listen to me :/. pity.
they gave me all kind of drugs, pain killers,antibiotic,etc etc bla bla bla..
i dont want to talk about the surgery cuz i didnt remember a thing, i was sleeping, they gave me this..sleeping drug...fogot what they called it...autthestic, something like dat la.
1 day after surgery, then i can go home. FINALLY!ALLAHUAKBAR!
but the nurses there quite cute la. dey all caring. thx 4 d hospitality.
for those yg ada simptom2 mcm loya2, rasa mahu muntah, sakit perut berpanjangan, i strongly suggest u go see doktor pakar. like seriously!!
well this is appendix
http://www.health.com/health/static/hw/media/medical/hw/hwkb17_007_09.jpg
they cut the tail so u can be a normal human again. akum :). oh btw, hari ni malaysia menang 3-0 lawan indon. :D
my mom said if u got stomach ache. you should drink milk
is that really work?
OMG
im in a lot of pain right now.
and im...
drinking milk.
no...seriously, i lyk you. its just that i dont know how to express this feeling towards you.
im bad with dealing with these kind of things, you know - love, girls, bla bla.
well, maybe because..
ima shy person. its just the nature of me.
duh, give me some tips pls.
...
i like you and i like you to know that. i really like you to know that.
i meant it.
even to you i am shy.
i really2 like you.
...
pls like me back.
pls.
:'(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ihIBqCN4kIk
I can't believe I've fallen down to my knees.
You've got me begging me,"Please,
there has to be another way."
My broken chest, it hurts, it won't let me breathe.
I'm staring down at my wrists.
You know why I have to insist,
That you talk to me.
Why won't you talk to me?
When did I want to be lonely?
When did I want to be cold?
I can't believe that it's over,
The beating of my Broken Hearted Soul.
I can't believe that I am down in this hole.
Always payin' the tolls,
For having found my way to you.
It doesn't matter that I pushed you away,
When you wanted to stay.
I have to find away to make you
Talk to me.
Why won't you talk to me?
When did I want to be lonely?
When did I want to be cold?
I can't believe that it's over,
The beating of my Broken Hearted Soul.
When did I want to be lonely?
When did I want to be cold?
I can't believe that it's over,
This feeling in my Broken Hearted Soul
Please don't go
I can't live without you
I think I love you
You're everything to me
Can't you see
Don't you dare walk away!
This cannot be the end!
You're my savior, my lover, my muse, my best friend!
I won't smile again.
I won't ever be loved.
You can't do this to me!
If you can hear what I'm sayin', please Talk to me.
You never talk to me
When did I want to be lonely?
When did I want to be cold?
I can't believe that it's over,
The beating of my Broken Hearted Soul.
When did I want to be lonely?
When did I want to be cold?
I can't believe that it's over,
This feeling in my Broken Hearted Soul
so, this is what actually happened to me today. not remembering to bring your exam's slip, its ok, u can always use ur IC or Student card but forgot to bring your pencil box?THAT IS SOME BIG SIN YOU KNOW!
so, i was sent by Helmi today to the exam, one of my housemate (btw thanx mi) and then, moments later, i got a phone called. "dik, adik lupa bawak pencil box" so i was like, "f it man!leave it there. hohohoh!!"
i was starting to talk big thinking that i can always borrowed from nina or abang shahrul later which i actually borrowed nina's pen haha!and then thinking i was safe from the point on.. hihi. but then...i was wrong...
after i sat and start doing the exam, dizaster came. the ink from the pen wont came out, well, it did actually, but not entirely. it was like creating a dot line. sometimes it came, sometimes not. chipsmore!!so i was like "come on, dont be shy, i wont harm ya!" this is what my face looks like during that moment --> >:) .
so i spent 45 minutes on question 1.. A! i lookat the clock, i was like WHAT THE PARGGG!!????WHAT THE HELL IVE BEEN DOING FOR THE PAST 45 MINUTES??!!i really wanted to borrow from abang shahrul at the back, but the security system just wont let me..it is similar like how Man U defending last night against the hotspurs.
i starting to curse more and more. "belacan, sayur,arnab,jirafa!"if im not passed in this paper this sem, i ll sent santau to the pen that i usin.so, i try to act cool, thinking and said to myself " i can do this on time, i can!"
not long after that, i remembered there's an unused pen's ink in my bag. so i went out to the bathroom, and went to take the ink. i came back, and replaced the ink. YES IT WORKS!!!!
looking at the clock, it was 10.30,ive been doing sheity things for the passed 1 hour and half yet i still stuck at Question 2. OMG!OMG!im trying to calm down that time and do things in peaceful way...and then its blackd out!WATHEPARGGGG!!!!!what cursed has been put to me today? tolonglah hamba mu Ya Allah!
moments later, the light back on, i continued writing at the speed of Chuck Norris!not at the speed of light ok?and eventually, i managd to finished it on time. but when i opened back the paper, it was like a 12 years old's writing. i dont mind man!screww youuu!
i went back and feeling down. :/ but on my way back, i saw Naddya, so i was telling her that he already become skinny. At the point when her face allready changed where she probably cannot believe either, i told her "taikkklaahhh!jgn perasannn!!"and i got backhand by her. :/. but glad to see her after such a long time tho.
and remember kids, ALWAYS BRING YOUR BOX PENCIL if dont want to end up like me! peace and out, last but not least, gud luck. may Allah bless you guys :D
enemy in the blanket.
air yang tenang jangan di sangka tak ada buaya.
dont judge book by its cover.
all of these, suits well to my new ROOMATE!
you can probably win an oscar awards with your acting skills.
300 that i gave was a mistake.
pay me back or pay with blood.
we hunger for blood.
watch the f out old man!
i used to be a gentleman.
until i meet with Rapid KL's bus.
sorry mam, i will not trade my seat for anybody.
:)
"Selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin"
raya this year?
sad. very sad.
u dont wanna hear.
i pray each and everday for my grandpa.
Ya Allah, i need your strength to help him.
really pity for my kazen and my family.
theres a say "ada hikmah di sebalik kejadian"
amin.
oh ya, i went to Malacca for the 1st time. :D
and i saw a big boat!
dan kaki saya kena gigit semut.
out :>
just got a new roomate today, yerp yerp.
an old man.
no biggie :D
can't wait to kick the s out of kerol from the house
only then, we can be kings.
nothing much to mention cuz im sleeyp. 6:06 A.M
out and salam ramadhan.
i think its weird, when some your friend want to influence you over something or SOMEONE.
i mean, this person A tells you that this person B got bad attitudes, bad mouths, which obviously person A wants you to join him.
usually, other ppl will follow A after giving bad image to B.
but me is different, im sorry.
if i don't have problem with the other person so why must i follow you?
so when i approach and talk to person B, person A will start asking "wei ko ni side mana?ko nak kawan aku ke dia?"
in case you want to know?f u!
who are you wei to judge which side i'm in?even if i have problems with person B, i wont go for person A either.
its called being natural.
open up your Dictionary for the word. its in there.
come on, start be yourself. Happy Ramadhan.
its now 5.51 oclock in the morning.
azan.
and i got HRM's test today.
but somehow i find it very weird when ppl write like this.
"SaYa sUkA MaKAn ePaL."
its like their keyboard is programmed.
or they have to do it manually?
if that so, how sad is that?
childish, its time to grow some pair.
Selamat Hari Merdeka.
apa itu merdeka?
perkataan merdeka itu sendiri just too general. luas maksudnya
lain orang lain pengertian dalam kamus mereka.
walaupun malaysia merdeka hari ini, aku tidak.
buka saja facebook, semua complain pasal test, presentation.
betul, aku sibuk betul minggu ini.
so much for merdeka weeks aye?
esok ada test OSHA and currently with 0 knowledge.
wish me luck ok
selamat hari merderka. salam ramadhan. amin.
i dont have any schwarzenegger's body part.
i dont have techniques to conquered the ball.
i dont have talent to write romantic essays just to win a girl's heart.
i dont have this.
no, i dont have that.
...
F U!
i can turn this :( to downside up!
and F U!
i can win your laughs bruv!
do i really dont deserve anyone?
even when im convinced them that im serious, they wont believe me.
more over, in relationship.
shish, this is the worst cursed has ever put on me.
and what do u feel when 1 day u stand up and start asking, "do i have a chance?"
and she said. "no, you're a joke!"
pity. :(
joker should stay as joker eyh?
i knew it!i knew it!just now, i entered RM class. She was so angry because we doing quite bad in the latest test mostly on theoretical framework's part. So she draw this arrow and this arrow on the white board, and start asking to plot where to put the MV,DV or the IVV. i was suprised she was pointing at me. She said.."azizul, can you show us where is the MV, DV, the IVV"..so i was blanked out for a moment. d f?why me? my friend said, you must be got the highest one on this and i replied..yeah ya la tu...
then, i go infront and plot it with some help of my friends, then ada mcm 2 or 3 mistakes la after that..i knew it she let me did that and calling out my name on purpose coz obviously i got the LOWEST marks on that part..but diam2 je la. bukan orang tau...adoiii...now i becoming her new FAVOURITE student in RM class.
d f la...i tot the test more like fakta punya but it turned out to be jenis aplikasi one..hais..i should check the last exam paper 1st before doing it lah..
oh well, as for that, we got a new replacement class because the lecturer said before the test "kalau korang pass benda ni, replacement kelas x ada, deal?" ha...deal la skg..1 kelas result buruk. LMFAO. selamat berposa :D